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[14 Mar 2006|03:35pm] |
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Stereolab- Margerine Meldodie |
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I made a new lj. Click: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) take_offs
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| Burt, I love you with all my heart. |
[12 Mar 2006|11:14am] |
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Ladytron- Seventeen |
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I have a thumb war casualty.
I also have a new goal: I am going to meet Mr. Burt's Bees and profess my love to him. YESSSSS.
I'm thinking about getting a new lj. For the same reason I switched from blackink to keepfaith-- I just kind of want to start over. I don't like deleting stuff because I like to go back and see how I've changed (holy Jesus I've changed!), but sometimes looking at those old entries reminds me how stupid and naive I was. Here's a cliche for you to laugh at: I've ended a chapter of my life and I'm moving on. Yeah, moving on by getting a new lj. Hahahahaha. I'm aware of my loser-ness.
I felt really cool though, because I woke up this morning and read the paper while eating breakfast. Guess what all you World Geographers? Slobadon Milosevic died in his jail cell last night. Maybe that class isn't as stupid as I thought.
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| Me and You and Everyone We Know. |
[09 Mar 2006|09:55pm] |
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Motion City Soundtrack- A-OK |
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So if you were to go back 2 years, I would be drugged up on pills with names a mile long right now. I had on a cast that poked a partly numb spot on my back, and I had a tube pulling all the excess blood from my shoulder. It's likely a lady was scaring me half to death with her cold hands as she checked my blood pressure too.
And sure, I am completely and totally aware that the few of you who actually read this are likely to not give a crap or think I'm bragging, but I don't care. After all, you're reading this, aren't you? Besides, it's really not all that great to have an excrutiating pain in your back where nerves are only beginning to work again. I wouldn't exactly want anyone to try it.
"As soon as I'd done it though, I realized, it's alcohol that just lets the fire keep going, but it's gasoline that burns up."
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| almost there. |
[04 Mar 2006|03:12pm] |
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Gorillaz- All Alone |
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You and me and everyone we know:
we've got nothing to do,
and nowhere to go.
I found this and thought it was cool:
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
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| bee + a + Madi + tea + full. heh. |
[01 Mar 2006|04:19pm] |
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Cake- The Distance |
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I said that I would come home and get to working on my homework right away, but that's too easy.
Despite the common dislike for Martha Stewart, I still love her. Come on, I can't help but love any woman who's going to make a cake entirely out of chocolate crepes and then sit it next to a gorgeous cheesecake.
My computer is making little glitches of sound and I can't figure out why or how.
And Seal's voice is to die for.
So this is a perfectly random update to match a perfectly beautiful day.
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| Katherine what's her face. |
[27 Feb 2006|04:13pm] |
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The Acadamy Is- Seasons |
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So I'm trying to knit a scarf with cables and purls by the end of this week. Yeah, pretty much insane, but I want to have it when I go to Colorado for skiing/snowboarding (still thinking on it). After all, you need something to keep you warm when there's snow.
Not much time to be updating. I've got homework in every class. Funny thing about getting lots of homework is that I always work really hard to get it done and then realize that what it really was, was that I just never manage my time well and mess around before actually starting on it.
School is alright. A Tale Of Two Cities isn't nearly as bad as I expected. I'm actually decently enjoying it. I'm pretty much a permanent fixture next to my teacher's desk because I have so many questions. I'm making better grades than most of the kids in my class though, so that works.
I'm glad Madame is gone. I really did not like Mr. Q at first, but when I finally realized that he was an awesome teacher compared to easy and crappy Madame I actually started to like him. Of course, I made a 72 on the quiz today. It's better than half of the grades I saw though. Poor guy, he has to put up with Kristen Davis and Katherine what's her face who have the most annoying voices EVER.
Homework time.
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| i spell favourite different |
[17 Feb 2006|09:59pm] |
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Imogen Heap- Goodnight and Go |
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So maybe things aren't going to be so bad.
Yeah, my parents keep fighting about me, and yeah, this was the worst fight so far, but they made up.
Sure, I wish it didn't have to be this way: where I'm constantly having to be something I'm not, but what won't kill me will make me stronger.
I'm thinking rock-climbing would be fun. I can see the eyes rolling, and I can hear you all saying, "Hah, Sarah? Don't be a moron," but I really think it'd be fun. I'll save you a moment and summarize that I had a conversation with my friend Jen about it.
I'm trying to figure out the people I'm hanging around with. Sometimes I really have to wonder about them. I mean, half the time I'm around them they're just putting me down. I know they're joking most of the time, but it gets old. It gets old really fast. Really really fast.
But there are those other friends that I have that know just what to say. They make me smile even when I just want to curl up and cry. They're what makes life bearable.
Smiling is my favourite.
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| it's nice to know nothing i do is enough. |
[15 Feb 2006|09:27pm] |
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George Bush- State of the Union Address (1/31/06) |
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I'm the daughter that has spent her whole life trying to make her dad proud of her, and is he? No, of course not. What kind of insane moron wants a lazy daughter who doesn't play sports? Not my dad. No. No way. He's got himself a disapointment. Yeah, I'm a disappointment to my father. The man I've tried to impress my whole life up until this moment is disappointed in me because I was born into this world with a stubborn mind of my own. God cursed me with free will. Yeah, that's it.
In my 14 years of being his daughter, I've never once heard him brag to his co-workers, friends, or family about how he's got a daughter who wants to be a surgeon, or maybe a forensic illustrator, or maybe even an OB-GYN (the obstetrics part) and that I've gotten 1st places in art contests, and how he's so proud to be my father because I'm not a mind-less idiot. He's never even told me that he's proud of me, or that's he feels lucky to be my dad.
I just wish he'd get it through his head that my not doing sports isn't to make him mad. It's just something I'm not good at. Never have been.
It just sucks to know that despite my effort to be the daughter that's smart and witty doesn't make him proud. Who really cares if my dreams are completely the opposite of anything they're "supposed" to be. Who wants their daughter to be an overweight disappointment? Yeah, that's what I am.
I knew the happiness was too good to be true.
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| "crap i feel." |
[11 Feb 2006|09:52pm] |
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i am jen- Broken In All The Right Places |
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Woke up this morning and took a shower.
Felt like crap.
Did chores and ate breakfast.
Still felt like crap.
Forgot about lunch and got on the computer.
Crap I feel.
Took a nap and woke up feeling even more tired.
More crap.
Ate dinner and did the dishes.
Suprisingly enough, felt a little better.
Got on the computer.
Crap crap crap.
But you know what's cool? I re-did my myspace today. :D
Say-ruh like-y.
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| I've trained my hair to curl to my command.. for the most part. |
[08 Feb 2006|08:39pm] |
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Prodigy- Wake Up Call |
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Apparently I've got the eyelashes of Twiggy and the eyelashes Madonna is paying $400 for to be individually glued to her eyelids. That works for me.
I really want to go swimming. No idea why, but I have this craving for the sun on my back and a pool of warm water. (No, not a bath.)
I'm still getting used to this whole waking up at 5 45 thing to get dressed and ready. So far, I haven't missed the bus. I had my close encounter this morning though. Never thought I would say this, but thank the Lord for Gerhold.
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